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Ayahuasca Journey: Fairies Heal My Blocked Voice

I lay on my stomach with my left cheek pressed against the grass trying to catch my breath. Grandmother Ayahuasca gives me a much needed few seconds of rest before rolling in my next trip.

Without a second more, the transition makes its way. I begin feeling a strong buzzing sensation all over my backside. From my neck down along my spine, I feel a dozen little wings vibrating powerfully and continuously.


There are about a dozen of these elementals all around me. I see beautiful vibrant colours everywhere with my mind’s eye. The fairies start playing with me. They tug on me and pull on me in different directions. They are incredibly playful and active, causing me to giggle out loud as we interact. 


Language of Nature Beings

I find myself saying “uh huh” to them several times. The fairies are telling me something and I am responding to them in total understanding. In actuality, I am not hearing any words. Instead, I’m engaging with them through mental telepathy and claircognizance only. 

In all of my mystical experiences so far, extradimensional beings do not communicate through actual human words. They tend to favour the use of telepathy, mental imagery, or some kind of frequency transfer as a way to communicate. The energy travels through my nervous system and gets filtered through my inner discernment. The energy contains information which is then interpreted on a higher level, resulting in intuition and claircognizance . The understanding comes from a place of deep intuitive knowing that goes beyond what words and logic can explain.


Vocal Exercises with Fairies

Next thing you know it, I start singing out loud by humming a melody. 

Now, if you really know me, then you would know that it is very unlike me to stand in the spotlight and perform. My shy meter runs high. Nonetheless, it seems Ayahuasca and the fairies are keeping both my self-doubt and shyness at bay while I take on centre stage and bring out my inner vocalist.

That melody was only a warm up exercise. The fairies then guide me to produce harmonics with my voice that are key specific. Every time I hit a note correctly, I would feel energy traveling down my body to the corresponding chakra in which that note resonates with. The vibrations of that tone would activate and energize the matching chakra. This chart beautifully summarizes what I’m referring to:








Isn’t it crazy?!

The fairies would show me the tone first, then I would follow by producing it with my voice. They focus on my upper chakras. As we reach the throat, third eye and crown chakra, I find myself hesitating a little, doubting if I could belt out such high pitched tones. But with their encouragement, I carry through and to my amazement, I hit all those notes in perfect harmony. With each successful note, I feel my confidence and inner voice strengthening.


Throat Chakra Healing

What’s the meaning behind this experience, you ask?

Before drinking my cup of medicine, I set the intention for Ayahuasca to heal me and assist me in stepping onto my path so I can fulfill my purpose.

Part of my purpose has to do with opening up my voice so I can confidently share the wisdom I’ve gained through my life experiences. As well, share my signature vocal tones that are healing. However I’ve been having much difficulty with this. Between the self-doubt and creator’s block, nothing seems to come out. There seems to be some kind of block with my throat chakra where I’m unable to use my voice to speak my truth and express my  authentic self.

Ayahuasca and the fairies have brought the power of sound and energy healing to help me overcome this obstacle. As I hit each note, the vibrations of that specific tone would send energy that clears and activates the matching chakra. Emphasis is placed on my throat as they guide me to repeat that specific note several times until I crack the barrier. And it happens… a little fracture begins to form.